22 November 2011
I hate you so much idiot. You've changed so much.
21 August 2011
Moved to tumblr. Text me or fb pm me if you want the address(:
I guess I will be posting less on blogger already. I shall use tumblr and see how it goes. I'm going to move on in life.
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
20 August 2011
I.W.N.W.A.Y
Horrible night. I'm just glad it's over. It's time to stand up again and move on with life.
19 August 2011
I'm in for a real long night..
I think I'm afraid of being happy because everytime when I'm happy, something bad happens. Life doesn't hurt until I realise how much things have changed, who I've lost along the way and how much of it was my fault. I really don't know if I am better or I'm just getting used to pain. It's painful to smile when I know deep inside, something's wrong. Behind every smile is something you will never understand. I still got to keep that smile alive.
I really hate to do all this and suffer but I know it's for my own good. One day, I'll emerge stronger.
I've succeeded in psycho-ing myself to be happy for the past few days even though I'm sad. Sometimes, wearing a mask works as it makes u forget all your temporial problems and move on with life. I'll probably keep this mask on for awhile more.
It's been a draining week once again. Prelims are here next week and I really wanna work very hard for gp this few days. I'm not gonna give up.
16 August 2011
I will learn how to psycho myself to be happy. My will power's got to be strong. I know everything happens for a reason and someday, I will eventually know that everything falls into place. I am happy I am happy I am happy!(: